how about another movie?
Your smile makes me lose the question I just asked
yeah, sure
It was there we stayed though
I was conscious of each breath, scared to death to dare disturb the strange serenity that surrounded my uncharacteristic decision.
i don't wanna move
Your laugh caught me off-guard and I inhaled deeply, slowly.

Ribcage against belly
Ear pressed to heart
Easily excitable and shaky palms tracing over tummies, arms.
So much skin to map out
To memorize

My mind jumps into a hyperactive frenzy, and I struggle to keep my tongue still
Strangely enough, my mind, crazed with questions and doubts and bad decisions starts to grow exhausted.
The seasick turning of my stomach lulls me to near sleep
I super glue my eyes to your bellybutton
we should head downstairs, my mom might get mad..
You smirked, knowing what came next before my lips turned it into unnecessary noise that could, maybe, be called words
It was in that moment that I had a pure hatred for the English language
I didn't like talking.

I was so frustrated